Recently don't know why the FEELING IS BACK... This feeling had left me about 3 to 4years since I finished my SPM... But now the FEELING IS BACK!!! OMG!!! I don't know how to put that FEELING into one word... Because I think it is a MIXTURE of FEELINGS.... I feel very empty, stressful, lonely, scary, frustrated and maybe got somemore just I can't remember right now.... I hate it so so so much... This FEELING used to torture me for years... Why must you keep on haunting me??? PLEASE LEAVE ME.... I want to back to the happy go lucky person... I want to back to the one who just study as much as she can when test or exam without thinking others... I want to be back to the relax me... CAN I DO IT???
But I know all these will make you stronger.
Not-so-good result? Nah, you still have next time. Just try harder.
Friend's problem? Nah, they are just kacangs if they are unworthy. You still have others.
Many tests? Nah, manage your time wisely and have fun also beside studying.
Don't worry too much. Everything will be ok at the end. That's what I've been telling myself most of the time.